Hurt

So, back when mom died, I had exactly ONE local friend.  She was the only person I felt comfortable enough with/ around to talk to about everything that was going on.  I had stood by her all through her divorce earlier in the year, and didn't think we had any problems.  But within just a few weeks of mom passing, I stopped hearing back from her.  So I decided to call her.  The number was disconnected.  I thought maybe it was temporary, so I tried again a week or so later.  Nope, still disconnected.  Now it's been 4 months, and I haven't heard from her.  I was worried at first, of course, but since I had only been to her house twice, I couldn't really remember where she lived, so I couldn't go over to find out what was up.  Well, yesterday I found out she's been on FB for a while now, under her maiden name.  I feel...  I dunno, I feel almost like she used me, like I was good enough to be her friend for the year she was dealing with her husband giving her attitude about everything, through finding out he was cheating on her, then the entire divorce procedure, but then the minute I needed help and support, she was GONE.  It really hurts, especially since she was literally my only friend in this place.  And now I have no one.  It really sucks...